Crazzzzzyy..it is insane to me..that a month from today I will be 2 days post op..and officially apart of the losers bench!! Its so weird because..im am now actually excited (read a few entries back)! In addition to excited..im scared, anxious, worried it want work, and feeling hopeful..that it will!! I know that this change will be forever and that it is a whole new life style that will take time to get used to!! I don't think there is any diet...or advice (no matter how helpful) that can truly prepare you for the days after WLS!! I just hope and pray that I am strong enough emotionLly and physically to get through it!! All the blogs, videos, websites I have read and watch..really have been inspiring..but 2 people had the same story to tell!! I mean some found it super painful..then others not at all!! I know everyones pain tolerance is different but this leaves me concerned about where i might stand!! I am going to go into expecting the worse..even though i dont know what that might be...but maybe those kidney stones have prepared me for this..lol!!
There is so much happening between now and April 26th...I feel like I barely have time to sleep!! I feel very thankful for all the support from family and friends..and ...for all the concerns too!! I'm also very thankful for e busy schedule..and the awesome trip to
NYC..the week before surgery!! I still have packing to do ( been researching advice for that), letters to write (you know just in case), and closets to get ready to clean out!!!
It's all in God's hands ....please pray that I can leave it there!!!
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