WE ARE NOT PREGNANT ! We're you expecting this? I was...i bet you thought from the title that this entire blog was gonna be about how much weight I've lost but SURPRISE..it's all about the fact that we are NOT PREGNANT! I just had no idea how awful it would be to NOT BE PREGNANT! I always felt bad for those around me who had a hard time but WOW...the pain, depression, and sleepless nights those sweet souls have faced is unbelievable! My sweet loving, giving, kind husband just doesn't understand..well..I guess no body does unless they have been there, right? I can promise you one thing..I will never say these words, "just don't think about it and it will happen," "it will happen for you guys~it's just not your time." These statements may be true they sure don't really make anybody feel better so from now own..if you come to me with your fertility problems..I'm just gonna listen..if you want a hug....you got it, if you wanna cry...i promise I will probably cry with you (lucky for you I'm an overemotional person)! The whole thing is so weird...I almost feel like we are being punished for doing everything "the right way" because I'm not getting any older and guess what I'm still NOT PREGNANT!
I know that things could be worse...and I also know how blessed Ed and I both are!
We have a heavenly father who loves us! We have such good, special families and good and special friends! We have good jobs, a house to live in and cars to drive! I get to LOVE on Cash and Cami daily! I mean we are REALLY BLESSED! Now if we could just add a kid to that mix it would be even better...lol!
So my one request of my precious blog readers would be that you pray for me and Ed. That God with bless us with a sweet baby, give us the strength to get up each day and face a world that we are NOT PREGNANT in! Please say a special pray for my dear husband who has to put up with me being an overemotional, crazy, NON-PREGNANT, woman daily! God certainly knew what he was doing when he gave Ed to me!
