The last couple of weeks have been so very busy! I haven't had time to even think about blogging...even now...as I write this I'm babysitting ...3 of my most precious treasures (cami is asleep - which is why I got a moment to spare)! Even in the random spare moments I have I have been trying to fill them spending time with those I love the most! My eating has been sparatic and my exercise this week has being pretty non-exsistent..which I know is terrible...but honestly..there has been no time! I feel like all of my being so busy is just one of the ways that God has answered my prayers about giving me peace and helping me not to worry about the surgery because there is no time for worrying!! Sure there are random moments i think about it but it's not always on my mind!! When my dear sweet friends ask about it..they always say, "are you excited?" which is such a weird question to me..because honestly I haven't really thought about it in that way...and the crazy looks i give them i feel bad for but it keeps cracking me up that is the question i keep getting. So now your asking yourself, "hmm..i wonder if she is excited?". Lol. Well I have been trying to come up with a better answer then..um ..(proceeded by a weird face I make!). So I think instead of doing that...I'm just going to say "not yet." that sounds better..than "um (weird face)" right? When I think of all the pros..(see a different blog below) then yes i do feel a little excited but honestly.....I'd rather feel confident.....safe....loved....then if everything goes smoothly with no complications..then maybe I will have room for EXCITED! Soooooooo...go ahead ask....
Friend: "so Sarah are you excited about surgery?"
Me: "not yet, but hopefully after it's over I will be."
See..how much smoother that is...lol
Please continue to pray for me, the surgery, the smart, smooth and confident surgeon, hospital, the staff and my family! Thanks..love to all!!
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