I feel fat

I know that title probably just cracked u up....I mean you realize..that even after losing 40lbs..that i am still considered super morbidly obese (I did not make that term up it's a real thing)! The last couple of days..I haven't felt like I've lost much weight..I just feel blah!!! It possibly could be attributed to my crazy hormones and the fact that I am now on day 26 of my period (yes I called and I have an ultrasound scheduled for Monday)! Before I stArted typing this blog..I read a sweet comment that a dear sister in Christ wrote on my last entry it made me cry and also made me feel guilty for feeling this way!! I know how incredibly fortunate I am and how blessed that I am that God has allowed me this great opportunity to change my life! I am so grateful..and will continue to praise him through every emotion..and crazy hormonal storm...and hardship along this journey! I just needed to share how I was really feeling so that I can hopefully help someone else who might be considering this path! Being honest on here will also be so helpful..when I look back to track all my progress! Glory be to Jehovah God!