Tuesday, October 4, 2011

I think I can..i think I can...

This is what I kept saying to my self during workout today..well..it was more..like..just 25 more mins..now 24..now 23...now 22...now 21!
Today's workout was so much harder..I'm not quite sure why...I went in thinking I was feeling good about it..but about 1o mins in..I was ready to quit. I stuck with it but it was very hard! I am sure I'm going to be sore tomorrow!
Then if you don't already know the AMAZING, TERRIFIC ~ JOSH ALLEN ~~ well he is a trainer among his other talents and just happens to be one of my most favorite cousins. He has been helping me figure out the best plan for me and then when I've been exercising he has been very supportive! He keeps cheering and rooting for me he shows me how to do something correctly when I am doing it wrong! He has been so excited to show me all the equipment, introduce me to people, and just get me set up! So for the last couple of days he has been saying.."I bet you've lost 5 lbs already!" Bless him..he is so excited..but I know my body well enough and I've tried losing weight so many times before to know it's not that easy! IT's so sweet he has high hopes for me..He seemed a little disappointed when I told him, after I weighed, that it was the same! THen he made excuses and said, "Lets do it again tomorrow!" That is so funny! I told him that I was used to not losing weight and that I wasn't going to let the number on the scale ~ get me down this time. I want to focus on "health!" I wander how long that will last! lol! Hopefully I can keep that mindset but we will see!

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