overwelming.....Family is so Good!! God's creation of family was so smart. Here is a group of people who (should) LOVE you unconditionally..no questions asked..but (should) offer love and support for you daily! My family has diffently stepped up the plate on this one! It's just unbelievable! I have been tearing the subject of weighloss and weightloss surgery apart bit by bit but never stopped to consider how important it would be for my family to be behind me on this new journey...even with the occasional comments like, "I won't be able to love you if your skinny" (you know who you are)...help make this slow journey to be even sweeter! My family has stepped up an offered to work out with me or just do whatever it takes to help me in any way.
I Had orginally decieded that I wasn't going to tell anyone if I made the choice to have the weight loss surgery but I've since them changed my mind. Not that I'm going to broadcast it for all the world to see (however I do have a blog..lol) but I am proud of the decision I am finally making to become a better..healthier..hopefully, eventually "mother"ly me!! I'm also interested in having this blog to look back on days when I'm not feeling so hot ..hoping it will serve as a reminder of just how blessed I am..and..how far i've come. BTW..doctor Monday...and today..I went for my 2nd workout ..im tired and I will be sore tommorow..but im feeling good!
ok..now it's time for some shout outs ~~~short ones..
Ed~i've said it before and im gonna say it again..God's hand was diffently in us being together..he knew that I could never live this life without someone like you in it with me...You are also so supportive and loving..thank you for loving me no matter if I way 350 or 140!!
Mom~you always support me no matter what...I know that I can always count on you to be my biggest cheer leader...you and dad have always made me feel like I could do anything..im your daughter..your my mom..what more can I say!
Dad~I love how much you love me..you always make me feel special...and I know you are worried about me being a different person after weight loss...i'm not worried because I know you want let me change!
Adam and Tam ~ Now that I think about it..A lot of my inpiration to become a better, healthier me..has come from you guys..I know it's been a tough year..but I feel like we have all grown and changed so much! All of your support and love mean so much to me....I love it when we spend time together! I can't wait till we all move into the kiddo phase of our lives!
Bri~I wouldn't even know where to begin if it wasn't for you! Thank you for helping me to see..so lovingly... that I needed this change....I would be lost without you!
Faith~i know that I can always count on you to stand behind any decision I make and help me get through the rough days by helping me crack up about something! I always need that from you! I'm so Glad God saw fit to make us family..otherwise..you might have givin up on me years ago!
Payton, Cash, Maddie, Cami, Emma, and Owen~Everything I read and everything I hear is that this change needs to be for myself and no body else..but huge reason I am making this changes is because I want to see you guys grow up! I want to be there for laughter, tears, scraps, bruises, cars, college, weddings and sweet families that you are going to have! I love each of you so much..you have my heart!
I love you!
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